The last kiss!

the last kiss he gave me was on friday after school, and it was a kiss with out feelings and had no passion, it was just not like we would always kiss, thats the moment when i pretty much knoew that this relationship was gonna end soon, why because i cant trust him like i suppose too, all i wanted for both was to be together, but did he felt the same? i dont think so, he wants a break can yuh believe that! i think its probabli because he dont even know what he wants!

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It sucks to love someone! and for them not to love you back!
Sucks to love someone with out limits, and they don't even notice you. when you change for that someone you love and tyhey don't even see the stuff yuh do. love hurts, it takes you all the way up and it lets you fall when you have no one to save you from falling, it sucks to love that person with all of your heart, and with all of their inperfetions, and all they see in you is your bad side! i want to know is there anyone that loves me the same way i love that some one? does love even exists i want to know! being in love is the best and the worse thing that have happened to me! why? because i gave that one person everything i have, my time, my heart and everything, what did he do to my heart? idk! he did the same thing as the other one, he gave it back broken and hurt, when it was barley healing from all the bruises, why does love hurt?

If all i want is someone to love me with all of their heart! i promis i wont hurt them like they hurt me! all i want is someone loyal, sweet, caring and that would accept me with all my inperfetions, make them perfect, if you love some one, dont let it go, hold them tight and dont ever let them go, dont let nobody get in between your love!
 so find that some one that can fix your heart, and and take care of it, dont break nobodies heart, and dont let nobody brake yours, dont make the same mistakes i did...

yuhp yuh as yuh can see my babe luis,, wow ive had so much fin with him he is the best boyfriend ive ever had so far,, he is amazing he helped me forget marvin his my ex boyfriend he was really nice but he never realize that he had a girl friend that really like him and and that appreciate him.. anyways we went out for a year and 4 months, the last month we went out i think thats wehen he started liking me and thats something that i think its not right and yeah.. he broke up with me once before i did and he left me because hhe wanted to hook up with some other girl that i tought wqas my friend and but no, she just pretty much used me and than  she acted like she was the victim= and thats something i hate than i just got back with him and we lasted ill april 29 and than i guess thats when he really like me bacause he cryed and i felt bad but, i knew that if i would of gotten back with him it would of been the same thin of that whole year,, =[ even though i still like him, it hurts what happends to him and whats going on with him!!

my babe!!

we have been together since April 31 2010...
He was my best friend ever, before we were going out we would talk like for hours and tell each other our problems. and all the stupid stuff we used to do!!
 he is the guy that has been helping me to forget my ex boyfriend, even though i don't love him yet he has been taking over my heart and i really like him...
He is the reason of my smile...
He is like my next day sunshine...
The person that i would want to past the rest of my life.
would want to past the rest of my life with him because he understands when i have problems, he cries when i cry, Luis is the most comprehensive guy ever, his the reason why i smile because he helps me mature and understand life in a different way!! i could off never ask God for something better!!!